I need to take a break from myself. I need something external to focus on. If I stay stuck here like this i'm sure to implode i have so much passion so much hate dreams and wishes, and they are all so rediculous. SOme one has to need me. They don't have to love or even like me just depend on me for thier happiness. I need a hug. I need explosives and a hand gun. I don't know anything. I should just shut up everyone should shut up. take a moment to take IT all in.  Smash all the TV's and mirrors and let everything go up in flame.burn and break everything untill nothing is familiar.nothing connects you to the world or your past and then see what you know.What fact can you tell me with absolute certianty with no need of proof what is a single comforting truth.

nothing is man made Man can only take the pre-existing substance and mold it in to something else this does not mean we make it.