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Posted by: entwise Original: 1/26/2006 11:10 PM Views: 15 Comments: 2 eProps: 4 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Thursday, January 26, 2006

I really need to get some sleep but the people in my head are having a shouting contest. Its lasting far too long... I've been going low a lot lately and not on purpose. And its begining to effect my emotions. Yes believe it or not i have emotions below my cheerful exterior lives monsters. I suppose if i let them out more often they wouldn't be so scary and big but i can't, not here, not for a second. And school well, People already look at me like I'm Some freak.

I don't remeber a lot of what has really been going on in the world. But certian moment stand out in ANnoyingly Vivid states irrlogical reality. For example I remeber last week in latin Mrs. Foster Was sending us on a life or death mission and the fate of humanity rested in our knowing something important- It must have been very important because i forgot it as soon as she said it-. and in science i remeber chocolate having to do with a formula and Mr Edgar Torturing the entire hungry and sleep deprived class by hanging chocolate bars on the board so while he 'taught' we had to look at them.

I also had some fun delussions. In math i kept breaking out in uncontrolible laughter when ever i looked at Eric. He is a funny kid. I'm pretty sure the whole class thought i was high or something.

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I kinda been waiting 4 u 2 write soemthin so I cn write somethin 2 it as well, doesn't make sense but oh well we both like writing anyway

seems like we r having a same problem; I dunno about shouting contest but whenever I lie down on my Bed n turned off the Light in my Room, I enter another realm; well I guess it's kinda like ppl screaming after all....I've always believed that u have emotion; of course, cyborgs have feelings, too, n I even told u that certain emotions u might b havin' are perfectly kool w/ me....cuz my Martian armor is triple-layered pure iron shield pretty strong....yea, many would think u r freak, but I have also thought of u as that Unique sparkble of existence Kathryn Grace Grossack, nothing else nothing more..n I've always liked it that way.......

wat's delusion? wat's true?..............does it even matter? let's just not think 2 much 'bout oppressive aspects of reality take it easy have fun be happy.......of course there might be dignity-ruining drawbacks in even trying to live that way but everything in life has ups n downs gotta live it eventually might as well start learning it now......

to that end, here is my latest poem (wow, haven't written a poem for a WHILE!)....funny cuz I wrote it 5 days after......

January 17, 2006, When Even the Sky Starts to Cry

The road looks empty and ever

As I stagger, shoulders broken

Abysmal hole wide yet shallow

The moment the awakening daffodils turn blue

January 17, 2006, when even the sky starts to cry

Floating gray clouds snap the pigeon’s wing

As I swing and shudder, weeping at the blood-stained shadow of the fallen bird

With eyes that whisper the winter’s lonely night

Silent winds pierce the sun away, red roses promise no another day

January 17, 2006, when even the sky starts to cry